sschroeder509
Transcendent Member
My Journey.....197/208/140
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Post by sschroeder509 on Feb 18, 2021 2:26:03 GMT
Oh man I am so behind. I continue to struggle to get here. I had an emotional day yesterday. I continue to struggle with losing and it just really gets to me. I was doing good when I first started back on WW and now just like every other time I just stop dead in my tracks. Inconsistent on tracking but doing pretty decent on food choices. I just really can’t keep up this fight and losing every time!!! I don’t know why it’s so hard for me. I get discouraged and give up. I don’t want to get there again but if I can’t get here I’m afraid I will just do that. Also part of the problem with me getting here is I’ve really been pretty down and depressed over the past year year and a half at least. I have good days and bad days. I don’t really talk about it to anyone. I’m not in any danger to myself or anyone else just dealing with it on my own. I DO NOT want to be medicated. I don’t like not having much emotion 🖤. I have for years felt like a failure to many things in my life. I will get through this but I’m so over feeling this way. I just want to lose weight and feel better about myself. I know weight isn’t everything but I do want to lose for health reasons as well as just being thinner and not buying clothes in the plus size.
I am sorry for just unloading but I needed to come back let you guys know I’m still around. Will try to get back better and I truly miss you guys. Need to go for tonight though. Talk to you all soon
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